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Have you ever played it safe—not because you wanted to, but because the thought of failing felt unbearable, felt too costly?
For most of my life, failure wasn’t an option.
Like so many of us, I was raised to believe that failure was not an option and success meant getting it right the first time.
No mistakes. No stumbles. No setbacks.
Just a clean, straight path forward.
So, I did what I thought was right—I played small. I built my life around security and predictability.
I avoided risks—not because I lacked ambition, but because I feared what failure would say about me.
Would people see me as incapable? Incompetent? A fraud?
Worse—would I see myself that way?
So, I stayed within the lines.
❌I created routines.
❌I clung to control.
❌I avoided risk.
And in doing so, I kept myself from going big.
I modeled safety, not courage—for my students, for my daughter, for everyone around me.
I told myself I was making the responsible choice.
But in reality?
I was limiting myself.
It took me well into my 40s to finally confront this fear—to sit with it, examine it, unpack it.
I had to ask myself the hard questions:
Why does failure hold so much weight?
What am I really afraid of?
What have I lost by playing small?
And when I finally dug deep enough, I realized something powerful:
Failure isn’t a full stop—it’s a redirection.
Failure isn’t a verdict—it’s a teacher.
Then I started asking myself a different question:
👉🏾 What if failure is the only way forward?
The moment I shifted my perspective on failure, my world expanded.
I stopped letting setbacks stop me in my tracks.
➡️ I started failing fast.
➡️ I started failing forward.
➡️ I started failing strategically.
And instead of letting failure define me, I let it refine me.
In Fail Fast, Fail Often, Ryan Babineaux and John Krumboltz challenge us to stop waiting for perfect conditions and just act. They highlight a simple but powerful truth: The people who succeed aren’t the ones who avoid failure. They’re the ones who fail quickly, learn fast, and keep moving.
One story that stuck with me was about a ceramics class. The students who focused on making as many pots as possible, rather than obsessing over perfection, ended up producing the best-quality work.
Why? Because success isn’t about avoiding mistakes.
It’s about making enough of them to get better.
That’s when it clicked for me.
I needed to stop fearing failure and start failing fast, failing forward, and failing strategically.
Here are 3 lessons I’m carrying with me:
1️⃣ Mastering Mindset: Failure is a Catalyst, Not a Condemnation.
I used to think failure was proof that I wasn’t good enough. Now, I see it as proof that I’m in motion. If I’m failing, I’m learning. If I’m learning, I’m growing. And that is the goal.
2️⃣ Building Boundaries: The Fear of Failure Isn’t Really About Failure—It’s About Judgment.
I had to ask myself: Who am I really afraid of disappointing? Society? My family? Myself? Once I named the fear, I could challenge it. And once I challenged it, I could release it.
3️⃣ Fueling Forward: Keep a ‘Victory List.’
Every time I fail, I remind myself of every challenge I’ve already overcome. Every win I’ve already achieved. Because failure is an event—it is not me.
What About You?
I want to hear from you:
What’s a failure that actually led to something better?
Hit comment and tell me—I read every response.
And if you’re still wrestling with failure, I’ll leave you with this:
👉🏾 Fail fast. Fail forward. Fail strategically.
And always remember—you are not your failures. You are your victories.
Until next month,
Michelle
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